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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

16 . 9 . 2010  - 22 . 6 . 2013 

Indeed, a blessing..

Portsmouth, you surely be missed.

Pilihan kita

Bismillah. Buka bicara tentang pilihan raya. Khas datang dari tanah air, Malaysia. Sendu melihat, semangatnya depa! Adik-adik berkopiah memegang bendera.

Mengajak bersama kepimpinan ulama' katanya. Untung ilmu agama penuh dada, membina generasi al-Quran yang di hati dan mulut sentiasa. Faham akhirat faham dunia. Sekurangnya mereka ambil tahu tentang siapa bakal pemimpin negara lebih daripada gosip artis semata. #Respect #Relax #Response Bak kata pencerita, usia dalam Islam hanya 'Kanak-kanak' dan 'Dewasa', tiada istilah 'remaja'. Mereka ini bukan lagi kanak-kanak, aku juga. Bezanya, ada yang terlalu lama menjadi kanak-kanak, hingga lupa dan pejam sebelah mata. Bangun, buka dua dua mata. Pilihan terserah anda #Bahang #PILIHAN #raya #2013

Things don't stop

Peace be upon us

I wonder things just stick to my mind as crystal clear. This path never easy, if you find it sweet, easy and safe, you better check it twice. Those were enough for an empty person like me to shut my mouth up. Let it be, seems like I can do a summary of what they claimed us before. Now I could see, the pattern of the debate when the qoutes started with "Different Manual-2011", continue with "Semangat Jahiliyah-2012", and "Pemecah belah-2013", i believe it doesn't stop there, i know everyone of us is a test to each other.

Thank you for all these claims. #inikalilah

Sinner

Yes, we are..

Meticulous

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

Allah. I scrolled down through my post, trying to read between the lines, the oldies, there's a draft I didn't published, surprisingly I have no idea what it was about. Been writing without a clear picture was acute mistake since I myself struggling to understand and remember what it was:

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Astagfirullahal'azim. Would such experiences evoke a feeling of awe that there's more to reality than common sense implies? I'm a person who's taking so hard to think rationally but deep inside i was so worried because I am sure I'll repeat the same mistake. While everyone getting bored to start talking about it, just because enough is enough, and Allah gives it another try to me..after a week of trial. So fast that I still can count the days, days I owe Him my repentance. Allahurobbi. Where else can i spill my scrupulous feeling to? on top of my entangled mind at the moment where the focal point does not really there.  I thought we're done. Without knowing what the fate holds. Now, can somebody tell me what should i do? My heart, my mind, my body are entirely Allah's. To Him I seek guidance, protection, and peace. Don't let me go astray, don't let me get tired easily, I know everyday is a gift and i should be thankful and blessed :)

10th June '12 was my unexpected call.   Thank you Allah for choosing me. 

Alhamdulillah~wa~Astagfirullah"

Indeed, Allah helps me to build a new me :)

Allah helps me to forgive and forget.

3rd December '12 was another unexpected call, again Thank you Allah for choosing me.

Alhamdulillah~wa~Astagfirullah.

Akmar Nabila

Winter 2012