Scenario~~

Ouh, Assalamualaikum wahai sidang pembaca yg budiman,.. hehehe.. =) Sudah genap berapa purnama ya kta berpisah.. hik3.. Kita mulakan dgn ayat2 skema lah spt biasa.. pergh.. bosan kn..

Sekarang ak kt bilik sowang2.. tggu kepulangan pengarang jantungku, Che Siti Nor Snak anakanda Enchek Nabil.. ak balik awal sket sbb my dad ada hal kt Alor Star, so kna la akur.. dah dkt sparuh plastic da ak mkn buah2 tempatan dr dusun nenek ni.. penat ak kutip, panjat pokok taw.. bukan maen2.. 

Kalu nk dipikirin, bnyak gilaaaa kerja x ciap lagi.. mari kta lihat..

LDV > transcription+power point+report+graphic organizer+notes

SS> neutral power+ alliance country ak x bca lg.. + nota2 encik faharol bg tu..

ES> soklan part ak tu x berjwb lg.. + MOV..ni toksah ck par, progress tu mcm cput..

- Budjet, x selenggara betul2.. aishah mntak nnt bru kalut..

- Kain, mcm x ckop, asl ak mntak lg 5 m black satin x dpt2 pon.. cnfirm kna beli nih..

- Dewan ntk exhibition, besar dua court badminton!.. apa ak nk sumbat ntah..

- Poster n banner, xde progress sbb costume x ciap lg..

- Notes2 n Board2, printer ak hbes ink, elaun sengkek… nk tggu ink dr fatim.. delay again..

- Bunga2, ak cnfirm kna kuar mgu ni beli bunga2 ntk booth.. x penah ckop.. haila..

- Model2, ak rsa ak kna kerah team ak amek gambar tesl, sharil sgt busy ak rsa..

- Pakcik photographer, ak terpaksa bwt appointment lg skali nmpaknya..

- Pintu gerbang, taukeh tu da setuju bg RM28.. kedai melayu mahal nk mati (RM80)..

- Printing, perlukah ak jmpa lg skali??? Masihkah beliau igt muka ak nnt tatkala saat2 ak mahu print poster??.. jmpa la sng cta..

- Lilin2 n Balloon2, ak bley rely on iylia.. bpa kali da ak tnya beliau ntah… hehe..

- Topeng, ak blasah la ngn team nnt cmna nk bwt.. asl tutup muka ak sudaa..

- Decoration, xpe xyah risau, team ak mmg superb bb deco nih.. lalalla..

- Polystyrene ak rosak!! Alahai, mna la ak taw cat tu corrosive.. ganti kad board.. ok la..

- The making of n trailer, ak da kumpul gambar2 sepanjang mggu2 lps.. bru ak prsan, costume n lighting xde lgsung.. team ak pon gambar tgn jer bnyak.. kne kerah amek gambar lg nih.. this part, afza je la ak mampu cr..

- Ak terlupa yg ak x bg attendance kt Lily lg..!! mati lah… xpe kot.. pndai la ak pjok lily.. kikiki..

Pause…. Pause… pause…. intro ntah pa2 lak..

Ak teringin nk ngomel psal satu hal ni,… tp x mcm topik yg ak letak tu.. saja xtaw nk letak title gapo.. belasah ja tu.. hik3..

Everyone need or should i say 'craving for the sense of belonging??.. belong to someone we love.. given so much attention.. having a shoulder to cry on... but some who realize the barriers would not cross da line n how much we pay for every little patience we give for it, i'm sure we'll get a bigger reward afterward.. a better man/woman..

what should i bear in mind is, i can't hold every heart tightly.. they are so fragile.. full of senses.. somehow i might hurt them.. but, should i just say that i really don't meant for that.. i just hold to something people called principe.. YES?? NO?? MAYBE???...

UJIAN!!

‘tiada yg kebetulan dlm dunia ni melainkan semuanya ditakdirkan Allah’….

Melihat kpd situasi ak skrg mmg patut ak bersyukur sgt2.. Allah dah jauhkan ak dr penyakit hati yg melampau2.. ya Allah, semoga Kau pelihara ak dr zina hati smpai bila2..amin. Syaitan xkn berputus asa terhadap anak adam mcm ak ni, tmbah la iman yg menipis ni lg la tercabar. Ya, ak patut bersyukur sbb ini jalan terbaik bg ak.. da xda lg insan yg sewaktu dulu ak kerap berhubung, bercerita, berkongsi masalah, berkongsi kegembiraan.. tipulah kalu ak ckp ak rindukan waktu dulu.. nk balik msa dulu.. yg pd hakikatnya agama melarang ak berbuat sedemikian. Ak da lama sedar, tp niat yg sehari2 menghalalkan apa yg ak bwt.. no.. no..!! I’ve to be very strict.. skrg.. da xda lg da.. apa ujian yg ak alami skrg??? Hr2 terpaksa memujuk diri, tabahkan hati, kuatkan semgt, jgn pk bkn2.. Sape boley hidup dgn bahagianya kalu kt otak asyik pk ade someone yg bencikan kta.. ouh, hardly belive.. I can’t.. ujian!!!..

Kwn2 ak pon x lari dr ujian perasaan nih,.. mungkin giliran mereka diuji sebegitu.. Ape ak perlu bwt kalu kwn dilanda bertubi2 panahan lelaki nih??? Adeh3.. ak x layak nk bercakap hal ni, tp sket2 tu boley la nk igtkan.. setiap kta mesti akn rsa berdosa kalu bwt salah, kn2.. sendiri leh pk.. org ckp umur skrg kalu da start nk cr psgn bukanlah terlalu awal.. it just fine.. ak pon terpk gak hal tu.. kalu da smpai msa kwn ak nk ikat or nk stick ngn pilehan.. ape ak nk halang lak,.. bagus la nk bina masjid.. the way must be right.. right?.. Semoga mereka bahagia..

kwn ak yg sorang lg lak, bertepuk sebelah tgn mungkin.. kbey kurang la.. aiseyh, ak nk cr2 gak pgalaman ak.. ade ke yg bertepuk sblah tgn ni huh???.. adoyaaii.. ak mna la ada pgalaman plek2.. mayb I’m kind of easily fall kot.. relax2 jerk.. kah3.. back to the problem.. ak xtaw nk bwt apa..!! kwn nangis2 xleh nk stop.. wut shud I do????.. ade lak ak swuh g mandi.. tp dye kte membantu gak mandi tu.. iye la, that’s the way I release my stress.. berleter tme ngh shower mmg best.. berkesan.. perasaan nk bunuh org pon leh lenyap lps mandi.. hak3.. siyuz ak practice benda ni.. does the problem solve?? We’ll c.. mcm someone penah ckp.. perasaan bkn mcm suiz, yg boley kte control.. I know it’s hard for u my dear friends.. bertabahlah.. u deserve for a better man.. hopefully.. aku??.. ngada2 lak ak nih.. haish.. (gloomy..uhuk3)..

Ak hanya perlu sibukkan diri.. keja da list kt atas tu.. ape lg.. hik3..