Multimodality

I thought 'mathematics' has all the solution even for the most critical problem. It is simply not like that. Mathematics is just not about finding a mode in a statistical distribution. It is also not about how good you could be in finding the 'maxima' and overcome the corresponding circumstances. Could you see that? No wonder 'maths' sometime complicated. Tch! Not literally complicated, they are not. They just having the ability to make we feel uneasy, distracted, hateful and over-exploded!

Let me introduce how 'maths' can suddenly knock you down breathlessly. It is not just like tickling us in one fine day, a moment when we are out of the focus. Yes, the time when we are trying to keep ouselves positive on how 'math' would behave. And the moment you find it out, you could slightly loose the strength in you and you then we definitely will kiss the earth with tears and blood. Horrible isn't it? Or it just sounds horrible? But I felt it triple. Emm. 


Mathematically imagine when you are so happy taking easy by thinking about a 'term' is something SINGLE and accidentally forget that in fact, term(s) also could be VARIABLE. Oh! that's it! You must be forgotten. How could you forget that? Yes, it is because you've stop reminding yourself and forget doing revision as it was foretold before. After all, you could feel how terrible your day had been just from a very tiny mistake. (and you never know what the mistake is.. Surprising isn't it?) A term now has changed it modality. It WAS taken in just a day, even so the feeling is killing, a deep tearing, remain into a certain phase that unsure for uncertain result. So, do revision before hand. Always bear in mind, the 'term' could be SINGLE AND VARIABLE. The AND there is always compound the subject...English Education. 


Next thing to be copied seriously! As for them (maths), everything has the LIMITATION. The simplest way to tell you is, limitation of enduring the maths questions, limitation in tackling the operation and ..... Teeett!! You should know they got the word TERMINUS in mathematics instead. You better put it in mind. It is the so-called "BOUNDARY LINE" I am sure, it means the limitation. Ok fine. Let see how it goes next, in mathematics there is a 'term concept' like what i have mention earlier. Don't get drowned first like I used to! Despite the existence of 'like' and 'unlike' term that we always take in a way to accept a 'term', despite the fact that we actually doesn't feel attracted to him either, But it is the noble way for the innocent people always do which is the simple concept to be understood, BUT, to remind you more, they are not necessarily 'additive' because they even would be a 'multiplicative'. Exactly, and they are! So, after all, we usually recognize term as a 'monomial' with coefficient cause we love the easiest way of it but and we also never expect it would change easily, then we selfishly collect the 'like' terms in polynomial and in so sudden period we have to jump into some 'basic operation' of making it in a 'linear operation. Plus, we hate the 'distinct monomial' to let it be the way it is. Seen? Woha! 


How i wish i love mathematics since I could write about him this long. I'm so sorry. but i hate it!don't worry i wont sing this song for you, the complicated math. i know there is multimodality in mathematics that you guys sometimes don't really take it seriously how much you are represented by it. multimodality sometimes crazy like the way they dump others. they were just don't even care whether you find the solution or not. they always mind their business, taking us for granted, and failure remain failure. So, ladies.. If you are about to think about taking 'math' in your life..don't take it because of others, or because you feel pity for it, or even just because you feel like no other choices. Just take it when you feel you really need it, and you love it like 'heaven', so that the feeling of being dumped is fewer than I used to.

Hurm,... how cynical i've been writing so long with the very unclear objective. This is what going to happen when there are too much things i wish to write but i have no best sentences to put in line. Especially to those who loves 'maths' so much. you can love him the way i use to cause i'm now taking no business in it. I'm saying goodbye! Looking forward for my ongoing classes! with no maths at all. :)

treetettet!! pengajaran kali ni... Sekuat mana pun saya pegang, itu tak menjamin hak saya..kerana ia boleh terlepas bila-bila masa. Seteliti mana pun saya kawal, tak memberi sedikit pun janji kebahagian untuk saya kerana janji Allah lebih pasti terjadi. Seikhlas mana pun saya percaya atas sesuatu dengan niat yang mungkin baik, sebenarnya sedikit pun tak menghadiahkan kegembiraan buat saya akhirnya. ujian Allah ini buat saya terngadah. tapi ujian ni bukanlah sebesar ujian2 manusia lain yang jelas lebih dahsyat. Jika itu yang terbaik, let it be. I'm done with tears and blood soothing myself in and out. This is not the end of the world. Oh common akmar! I'm not going to do the same thing like what people have done to me. They are not me, and obviously i am not.

You've chosen the best you could do for yourself, and you think that was the best way for you to do. You are telling me something. Hopefully i know. "Akmar, you are not the best creature for an option people could choose. Pity you akmar! Oh ok. i'm now telling everybody that it actually giving me the way of rebuilding the new me. No offense!

fuHhhhh....!

Kesiannya akmar nabila ni..... Ok, bagunlah berjalan semula.. mengapa menangis kerana manusia? Bear in mind,...don't let someone doing the same thing over yourself again when you know it would be terribly hurt.