Lulaluloli~

Alhamdulillah. Jam melepasi 1a.m, rupanya subuh pukul 4a.m. Still breathing. Yesterday, my sahabat said "Kalau nak berubah, kena buang terus jahiliyah tu, tak boleh pakai istilah ubah slow2, sebab orang melayu memang suka dengan budaya 'takpe'". I am agree with her in some respect, bila asyik 'takpa, ubah slow2' ni, kita tend to repeat it and in the end tak berubah pun. That applies in certain aspect especially in getting rid of our jahiliyyah.

That advice does remind me about what i did to all the "korean drama" in my hard disk. Alhamdulillah, to stop means to delete it. Lagipun Allah tolong dengan sibukkan diri dengan yang lain. Hopefully masa akan terisi dengan perkara yang lebih bermanfaat. Then insyaAllah slowly, we're getting use to other routine. Undeniably, with Allah's will, busy life help us to live life as it is, not like drama. Lagipun, our experience in drama has given too much for me about how we colour our life ;P Trust me, there are always something much better our heart can be occopied. 

Alhamdulillah,hari ni berpeluang tolong Sanak buat samperit cookies! Dah nampak sikit dah keserian pagi Syawal di pompey nanti, insyaAllah. Yeah, cooking during free time! 

Saya tak plan menulis panjang, disebabkan hari ni ada concert Maher Zain, saya nak lah post something related. Back to years before, some friends dah faham how much i love Maher Zain, (haha!) that 'was' the age before my self today. Not saying i'm  getting better but hopefully not that bad in 'taksubbing' artist ;P Ramai pergi concert tu, tapi dari awal lagi i didn't care at all. I am afraid myself got excited about the artist himself more than the da'wah he gives through the songs/performance. So, i better say no in the beginning. Lagipun, saya dah malas spending on that stuff. Malu lah spend too much when we know there are people in need T.T (remind me about two friends yang baru kehilangan ayah. Allahurabbi)

Saya masih tak faham, how people could spend money into such thing (not pointing out those in maher zain concert, saya tahu concert maher zain is a good one , ada stop untuk solat). Concert in UK selalunya puluhan pound although you are just standing behind. Tonight, not purposely wearing my favourite t-shirt 'Maher Zain Save The Soul', beli masa first year dulu, some might think i'm overly like him. ;P It comes with button badges yang dah selamat berkubur di Ireland, jatuh T.T. Do support Maher Zain for his da'wah, not just his talent in singging great songs. There it comes the importance of intention. 

Tengah mengantuk sambil biarkan ibu jari mengetap screen, spelling and frasa bercampur baur, kena tak kena. The point is, jangan terlalu taksub. Jika risau terjatuh lagi, buang terus. Choose other friendly way of learning. Dengar ceramah instead of listening to songs is lot lot lot better. Introducing my favourite penceramah, Ustaz Dusuki :)

Now life has a special way in teaching myself; if we wanna know how good our attitude is whether it is acceptable or not; we should think what if our child did the same thing, are we going to let it be and how would we react?  I am really scared if my child jadi clumsy and easily getting sweat on small stuff...like their mother. Yang pasti i will getting mad if my kids ikut highly paid concert yang entah apa-apa. 

 O Allah, grant me good children like his pious father :) (wink! ^^)