Mum says

Subhanallah

I've talked to my mum. Since the hols yet started; when my sys begun her upper form in Langkawi. Alhamdulillah, everything is doing fine and great. I am so worried about my parent living alone despite having ordinary works to be done. Both of them are very busy with stuff, being here and there, then I hope nothing will get them bored. Only boring people get bored I think, that's me. erk~ therefore i keep calling them almost everyday telling all the stuff i mess up myself into. Hee..

My mum says : "People are trying so hard to find peace, they'll go out shopping, travelling and doing lotsaf things..but they should know who's actually giving them peace, they should be back to Him and ask for that."

Mum, that absolutely right. I was thinking about that as well. Dear mother, I was so hard as well to keep on tract, but sometimes I don't have the forte. I hope when I go astray, Allah will redirected me. I believe in Him, He has sent me many wonderful people I ever met, here.

People always reply : " They will change to be better when the time is coming, it is when Allah give them hidayah" My skeptical mind always pop out another thought. Don't they think that when they able to sense it, and think about that, it is a hidayah from Allah given to them to start being a better. Isn't it?

I do always thinking about myself, where am I going to next? What actually 'akmar nabila' is created for? Do I have to do nothing for being here? Do Allah created me for just to live, eat, play and just die? Why Allah created the earth, the dunia for the helpless person like me?

Allah creates man and woman, day and night, hell and heaven for reasons.

Let's figure it out.
^^

I am so thankful to Allah for being given such a wonderful parent who understand me well and supporting my vision to be a better person. :)