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بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَـنِ الرَّحِيمِ

In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful

Pagi tadi sempat jumpa 6 sisters from Mansourah, Mesir. They were having two night stays in our house. Really nice people to talk to. Saya rasa bertuah sempat jumpa in about an hour selepas pulang dari somewhere for business, sempat juga hantar ke train station. Terasa sedikit cemburu dengan pengalaman mereka di Mesir. Peluang hidup dalam zaman revolusi. I am quite impressed actually. 

Back to the real concern. My Class, My Ukhuwah, My Job.Ya Allah, susahnya nak fokus. Saya tak suka tangguhkan kerja. Eh, siapa pula yang suka kan? Tapi bila tak tersusun, it's getting my nerve annoyed. Saya bukan computer boleh sort out everything perfectly. Oh, I wish I could. 

Macam mana nak fokus? 

Stop playing around Kamal!

Mana saya main-main 'sangat', tapi kenapa lah susah nak beri tumpuan 100%. I am very worried about my mark last semester. It's killing me inside out. 4 tugasan berantai yang lepas untuk someone last-minute macam saya memang  buat saya cuak. Oh, so nervous untuk final mark. Nervous tu fitrah manusia biasa kan.

Ya Allah, sugguh aku bertawakal dengan ketentuanMu.

Berilah kami ketenangan selepas semuanya berakhir.

Yeah, I should think about tomorrow instead. I have class at 9, need to go to library, back to seminar until 5, promise to pay my visit to senior's house, main masak-masak with her. Haaa..main lagi! I thought that would count as my job to strengthen our ukhuwah. Aci lah kan.. hee. The night ask me to accompany him with other job.

How I miss my my mom and ayah. T.T Nak tengok muka hari-hari please.. Ok, stop mumbling. 

Goodnight and Salama'laik Mr Bloggie!